the good news is i didn’t drown in my dreams again last nite. 

the bad news is i have confirmation of something that i didn’t really want confirmation of. (and no, i am not pregnant.  but thanks for thinking that first!) and i think the thing of it is that more than anything, it’s not that i don’t want to do this thing, but that i don’t know how to go about it. 

so that leaves me in a precarious position: how to obey when i don’t see any way to do so? i must say, though, the way that God has been working in our lives as a family in the last little while, nothing is impossible. 

maybe amante is right.  perhaps i should go the way of the river like the taoist concept of wu wei teaches insted of struggling against it. i think in this instance, that is what Jesus would do.


~ by Erin on 7 March, 2007.

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